If he wanted you that bad, he would ask you to be his. If he wanted to talk to you, he would make an effort to call or text you. If he cared about you so much, he would show it. Why are you wasting your time on someone who will never be yours again? stop leaning your happiness and expectations on a guy that brings back disappointment to you all the time and move on ..
January 29 2013. 50% happy 50 % disappointed..
first, I had a great time with Jaymie, Klauz, Nino, Kendt, Irro, Reymark, and Mark.. We had A Fun time while answering an activity in science class..
( Good thing I decided to sit beside Jaymie :3) so we laugh soo hard.. :DD well, they made my day great.
second, We played UNO CARDS. :))))))))) its fun! ‘cause I won.. :DDDDDDDDDD
~ and now.. why am I disappointed..?~
‘CAUSE I THOUGHT HE’S FUCKING ON NOW. FRIENDS.. FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
IM TIRED OF WAITING… I KNEW IT! EXPECTATIONS TURNS TO DISASTER. FUCK YOU. IM DONE.
JANUARY 28 2013. THIS DAY WAS CRAZY!
So last friday I was absent.. due to abdominal strain.. NO. because im just too lazy. ;3 i didnt know that we have TLE project so.. I asked my teacher for SECOND CHANCE.
soo.. there’s a contest in school.. I just said.. I know how to play speed stacks A LIL BIT. NOT A PRO. So they forced me to join.. IM A LIL NERVOUS BECAUSE ITS BEEN 2 YEARS AGO SINCE THE LAST TIME I PLAYED. so they told me that for the sake of my class section. SO I SAID. YES. -_-
So after school.. me, klauz, mark, john, adrian, jaymie, and gramie went to buy SOME STUFF MADE FROM BAMBOO.. I bought a coin bank klauz invited me to join them to do the project to their house but I just said Im tired, I can do this… thanks btw :3 so me and Jaymie decided to go home..
~ WHEN I GOT HOME~
AFTER 15 or 3O MINUTES.. FINALLY IM HOME. DAMN.. IM SUPER HUNGRY AND TIRED..
WHY AM I STILL EXISTING?!?!?!?! o.O
So yea im right.. No one will like this piece of shit. UGLIEST GIRL EVER…
January 27 2013.. SO IM HERE ALL DAY.. Bored as fuck. :3 IM TIRED OF WAITING!!!!!
Plus, im a lil jealous about something.. Only me knows about it… FUCK HER. WHAT IS MINE… Is MINE.
January 26 2013 . IM INSECURE. -_- :’( SHE’S PRETTY. . SHE’S PERFECT.
AND NOW. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. REALLY.